Our first short film !

Assalamualaikum guys. Haven't you guys seens our short movie ? Jemput tgk ye and leave a comment. Eheem sy pun ade tau dlm tuu :p

1 YEAR AND 8 MONTHS :)

Assalamualaikum. Today 1s 16th of March 2012 and its suppose to be a blast for us as today is our 1 year and 8 months anniversary. It is right what people say about 'kita merancang dan Tuhan yang menentukan' We haven't plan a big celebration for today but we've planned to do something special but what to do, my baby my only baby have been sick for 2 days. He's so sick and I can't even see him. I don't know how he's been doing. I don't care if he can't bring me anywhere for a celebration but I just want him to be fine :(



A week a go, something bad has happened when he's playing futsal and he was injured on his right leg and it was swelling so bad and a day later I give him a company to HKL to see a doctor and find out condition of his leg. And his leg has been bandaged and doctor give few medicines to him. Today I suppose to bring him back to hospital to know his x-ray result and since he caught by fever, he have to going there with his father. I don't know but lately he always caught by something bad :(

And now I'm missing him since I haven't met him this whole day. We just texting and talk through the phone. I can hear his voice sounds different :( I pray to Allah to give him a good health because I miss to see he's smile :(

Be strong baby. I'm here with you sayang. Happy anniversary. Thank you and big hugs to you for making this second year such great ! Thank you for changing yourself for me and give me so much chances to change myself to be with you for our entire life !

APPEARED !

Hye, its me. Owner of this blog. Yes I'm still alive -.- Alhamdulillah. I miss couple things here but its okay. Its been 2 months I've ignore you, readers. It should be reader or readers ? Hahaha wtv -.-Hye I'm writing with a new spirit, new breath since it is already 2012 isn't it ? haha happy new year guys. Haha still wtv -.-

Im getting old this year. I am 21 guys. Like seriously ? Its surprise me a lot since I'm still acting like I am 16. Do I look like one ? Haha. Syukur alhamdulillah sebenarnye masih lagi ada kesempatan untuk semua ni. Ini semua kesempatan yang Allah bagi untuk kita berubah jadi org yang lebih baik, insyaAllah.

Since I've been leave this blog, so many many things has happen to me. Of course I'm gonna tell you the good one right ? Why should I tell you bad one ? Its a bad things ! I don't suppose to keep it in my mind either.

First thing is, recently Fadzli and me are celebrating our 1 year and 6 months anniversary. Seriously I can't believe it that I've been together with him for that long. So many things happened but still, he's here with me Alhamdulillah. I really pray to Allah that he's the one who will be by my side for the rest in my life InsyaAllah.

And alhamdulillah, my relationship is getting better than how it was used to be. Syukur. We improving ourselves to be strong and keep this relationship till this day :)

So what am I doing now ? Still declaring myself as a student and just finished my quantitative second test and mid semester exam. It went well syukur but still doesn't get the results. Soon I guess.

My life just perfect now. InsyaAllah I hope it will be always in this way. With him and his perfect attitude, he's always makes me feel that I am the happiest person in this world. Thanks to you sayang :)

So this is Fadzli and me on our 18 months anniversary. Was celebrating it at KLCC. Haha we done movie, jalan jalan and it was a perfect day Alhamdulillah. That shirt I wore, it was bought by him for me. Thanks :)

And this is my sweetheart, Sufi Afif. He die dah 2 bulan. See how cute he is ? Miss him a lot :(

So tomorrow I will be away to Penang as my cousin will get married this saturday. Seriously I don't wanna leave him alone here. But I have to. I hope you will be just fine sayang. I will be back for you. Of course I will. Love you manje :)

GENTING HIGHLANDS :)

So last 26 nov I mean yesterday :p we went to genting highlands for so many time planned tk menjadi and nahh ! This time Alhamdulillah. We six berjalan sehingga ke genting. Tercapai cita cita sy nk jalan tempat sejuk ala ala London dgn Love. Hee :*'

It went well for the beginning. Ohh not really well actually. First ijam lambat bangun tapi akhirnye bangun jugak. Alhamdulillah. And next one tayar baby bleh bocor pulak. Hahah it kinda funny but it's something to worry too. But redah ke terminal putra dgn tayar flat but pump jugak and Alhamdulillah sampai !

So our bus pukul 9.30 and at about 9.35 we dah move to genting. And I forgot pukul berapa kite sampai tapi sampai jugak Alhamdulillah. Hee. Next naik cabel car like usual and buy some food to breakfast and next masuk theme park. Whhooot whootttt ! Haha so tk naik ape pun for one hour sebab sibuk snapping picture hahaha :p

Then the first game kitorang naik swing yg pusing pusing tu sorry I forgot what it's called hahaa :D Then naik roller coaster, dinosaur land and after that here comes the rain -.- Tk dapat naik ape kottt. Semua tutup sbb rain. Tension gile tapi we enjoying jalan jalan dkt tempat yg sama for about 3 hours hahaha ehh biarlah kau ade ? Hahaha :p

Syukur Alhamdulillah selamat pergi dan selamat pulang. Actually ade jugak gaduh dkt genting *thanks friends sbb sabar masalah kitorang ni haha.But still we had lot of fun out there. Kena buat second trip sbb banyak games yg tk dapat naik sbb hujan. Pirates ship, sungai rejang roller coaster, and and and SPACE SHOT tk dapat naik. Hahaha :'(((

Second trip. InsyaAllah ! :DD


Pictures tk dapat uploaded sebab connection super lembap -.-

NEW BABY'S AROUND ! :D

Here's november comes. Lot to do this month. Tomorrow is Aidiladha. Celebrate dekat KL je. With love. Hee. Syukur alhamdulillah sempat lagi celebrate. October past and something big was happen. Okay I am an auntie. That's sound great but that was also make me realize that I'm getting older. And that's so not cool. Haha.

Last 31st october 2011, my brother dah dapat baby okayy ! Haha I am so happy cause it was a boyyy ! haha so happy sbb I tkde adik lelaki. Ade pun abang abang yg slalu buli -.-

Nk tau macam mane I was through nervous day tu ? On afternoon, my brother abemat tld me yg kak ila kena tahan ward sebab dah nk deliver baby. It was like 12pm tau. And I was weird sbb for me tu awal sgt. Then I pun dah plan something dgn my friends so I just proceed to the plan lah kan. Kitorang pegi ikea that time, makan meatball and jalan dekat the curve.

It was raining so kitorang balik lambat sikit. Lepas dah hang dekat dagang avenue and makan makan sikit, kitorang balik rumah. That time fadzli hantar balik then naik sampai atas sbb nk ambik duit and jumpe lah ibab. Die cakap mak dah pegi hospital. And I thought kak ila dah deliver lah.

Rupenye belum. Masa kitorang sampai, mak dgn mak kak ila tgh tunggu kak ila dalam bilik bersalin. baby lemas that time and kak ila terpaksa operated and tepat pukul 11 he was born. Syukur alhamdulillah semuanya selamat.

So fadzli balik dulu sbb nanti baba nya marah and I balik dgn mak sbb mak bwk motor sorang sorang kan. So lepas dah deliver, kitorang pun balik. Masa nk balik hujan lebat gile kesian dekat mak kena redah jugak and atas motor kitorang mengarut 2 org atas motor and nk bagi baby tu nama Muhammad Hujan sbb kitorang redah hujan utk die. haha. His real name is I'm not very sure but some kind like Muhammad Suffi Afiq Bin Mohd Hafiz kot. Will confirm it later :)

Now dah seminggu dah baby lahir. He was very healthy one and esok nk pegi tengok dia. Can't wait :DD

Selamat hari raya aidiladha peeps :)

CHEERS :)

Hye. It's been a while since my last entry. Nothing much to tell. As you guys know, I'm in semester break since 30 sept. Hee. Nothing much to do. Not like my others friends, semua membanting tulang mncari rezeki. We both ? Merayau mcm roh tk tenteram kata nyeee. Haha.

Tkde ape yg kite buat. Main badminton petang petang. Otherwise, mintak mak duit sikit, lepak dekat kedai makan. Haha. Ape nk jadi lah. Haih. But still, we enjoy this moment. Terfikir jugak kan. Nanti dah abis study, dah tkde masa mcm ni dah. Masing masing sibuk kerja. Betul tk ? So manfaat kan lah masa ni betul betul.

And one more thing, kitorang dah setahun and 3 bulan. How cool is that ? haha so cool okay :p

Farewell guys :)

I AM SO DOWN

I know he not really care about me. I know nobody did. I am so upset till I can't think properly. I don't know why. Maybe I near to my menses period. Don't know why and don't know how. This is not so good. Till sometime I think he might be got someone else behind me. I don't know. I don't know what to think. Everything's seem wrongs all the way. And I hate it. I do.

Sometimes I look at him and I feel like he's ignoring me. And it's make me so angry and somehow, we fight. Is that just me or it's really happen ?

I know and realise nobody is care about me. I know sometime people don't know me even we work or studying together. I am not so famous and nobody needs me. I sometime think who gonna attend my funeral ? It's so sad to see people just 'Hah, she's dead ? Innalillahiwainalillahirojiun.' And that's it. No tears for me. Not even a doa for me.

I have no confident to myself. I have no one beside me. I am so down.