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Monday, August 16, 2010
IT CAN BE TRUE, AND IT WILL .
now, it is true. no doubt. no games. no more liar. it is just us. i mean you and me. lets make it easy sayang. i know we can. i am sure we can.so much fighting, so much misunderstanding, so much tears. but now, we stand very strong with each other.
you are my laugh, my tears, my anti biotic, my everything.
thanks sayang, for every single things you did for me. sumpah kau lahh yg terbaik. tak tahu macam mane kalau takde kau sayang. thanks sayang. i love you more ! :*
Saturday, August 14, 2010
AM I FAKE ?
hatoiii, feeling aku baru nak bahagia, tau tau, ade je yg buat perasaan ni bergelora. haih. fake kah aku ? tidak lahh, just trying to be my self. totally me. the way i like to be. the way i am comfortable with. sumpah lah, aku sayang die. tak ade makne nye aku nak jadi fake. this is me ! the real me.
tau tak, takde org boleh jadi my muhamad nur fadzli ? die je yang boleh jadi, and only him can make me laugh after make me cry !
sumpah lahh, aku tak fake. sumpah, aku lah perempuan yang sayang die, sumpah.
im not force my self to love him ! aku rela sayang kan die. haih. berhenti lah ! berhenti cakap aku fake !
the way i smile, the way i talk, the way i laugh, it is still same ! macam mane pulak kau kate aku lain sedangkan kau bukan selalu dgn aku pun ? aku bahagia lah dgn die. aku tak tipu sape sape. aku tak tipu diri sendiri. no, i am totally not FAKE ! this is original me ! sumpah !
tau tak ? aku patut ignore ape yang orang rase. what is important right now, my feeling to him, is not fake. i trully love him. i be myself all the time. yang bahagia, aku yang derita. bukan kau ! aku yang tanggung semua ! i mean SEMUA !
tau tak, takde org boleh jadi my muhamad nur fadzli ? die je yang boleh jadi, and only him can make me laugh after make me cry !
sumpah lahh, aku tak fake. sumpah, aku lah perempuan yang sayang die, sumpah.
im not force my self to love him ! aku rela sayang kan die. haih. berhenti lah ! berhenti cakap aku fake !
the way i smile, the way i talk, the way i laugh, it is still same ! macam mane pulak kau kate aku lain sedangkan kau bukan selalu dgn aku pun ? aku bahagia lah dgn die. aku tak tipu sape sape. aku tak tipu diri sendiri. no, i am totally not FAKE ! this is original me ! sumpah !
tau tak ? aku patut ignore ape yang orang rase. what is important right now, my feeling to him, is not fake. i trully love him. i be myself all the time. yang bahagia, aku yang derita. bukan kau ! aku yang tanggung semua ! i mean SEMUA !
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
HAI RAMADHAN !
sambil updating blog, sambil dengar lagu raya, gila kan ? haha, sumpah semangat gila nk puasa nii. nak meningkatkan kasih sayang aku dekat Allah dan orang sekeliling yang di sayang, ekeke :D
bulan ni lah bulan yang bangkit kan semua kenangan aku, suka suka, haha. tapi know what ? this ramadhan, aku nak bukak buku baru, bahagia kan diri sendiri dan bahagia kan muhammad nur fadzli mohd ali.
hara harap, puasa penuh, tapi memang tak penuh lah kan, tuhan ampunkan semua dosa aku, banyakkan amalan aku, insyaallah.
tapi, baju raya aku macam tak nampak lubang je nak cari duit nak belii. haha, insyaallah, nanti ada lah tuu.
so tomorrow until saturday, aku ada test, haih. tapi insyaallah aku buat elok elok. harap harap ramadhan ni bukak kan hati aku nak belajar rajin rajin. hehe.
GUYS, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN :)
bulan ni lah bulan yang bangkit kan semua kenangan aku, suka suka, haha. tapi know what ? this ramadhan, aku nak bukak buku baru, bahagia kan diri sendiri dan bahagia kan muhammad nur fadzli mohd ali.
hara harap, puasa penuh, tapi memang tak penuh lah kan, tuhan ampunkan semua dosa aku, banyakkan amalan aku, insyaallah.
tapi, baju raya aku macam tak nampak lubang je nak cari duit nak belii. haha, insyaallah, nanti ada lah tuu.
so tomorrow until saturday, aku ada test, haih. tapi insyaallah aku buat elok elok. harap harap ramadhan ni bukak kan hati aku nak belajar rajin rajin. hehe.
GUYS, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN :)
HYE SUNSHINE :)
sunshine, come to me ! i know you're mine. only mine !
its been a hard day for muhammad nur fadzli and me, but guess what ? he fixed it. thanks sayang, kdg kdg aku fikir, kenapa lah aku tak fikir sejauh kau ? haha, agaknya, kau memang ditakdirkan untuk aku lah yang ! sumpah hari ni banyak gila gaduh, tapi, terima kasih sangat sangat dekat baby mokk aku yang banyak gila sabar. for those out there, lantak lah korang nak ckp dia kuat jealous ke apa. tapi dulu aku pun fikir macam tuu. tapi sekarang, baru lah aku faham, kenapa sampai macam tu sekali.
mok, kalau kau baca, percaya lah, tak kisah lah kau macam mana annoying pun, selagi berdirinya aku kat sebelah kau, kau kena confident dengan diri sendiri. just be your self in front of me. i love how ever you are sayangg, haih.
sekarang baru lah aku tau kenapa perasaan jealous tu ade. sebab perit bila kita hilang orang yang kita sayang. hope that is the last thing will ever happen to me. haii mokk, aku tak dapat nak cakap lah kan, tapi sumpah dooohhh, aku boleh mati kalau tak gelak dengan kau satu hari. ketagih mok, ketagih segala galanya yang ade dekat kau tahuu ? eeee, mcm mane lah aku nak cakap yang aku sayang gila kat kau haa ?!
okay lah, oleh sebab aku sayang kau, tahun ni aku pakai kebaya ek, sebab aku nak tunjuk yang my confident level increased because of you ! because of you ! percaya lah ! hahahah.
sumpah aku sasau dekat depan pc nii sebab kau dohhh. kesian lahh dekat aku :'(
mokk, jangan pegi jauh ek mokk, stick with forever ye sayang. i mean for ever ! tak sanggup mokk, nak tengok kau bahagia dengan orang lain. kau lah satu satu nya manusia yang pantul kan diri aku sendiri. kita sama yangg, sama sangat, takde orang lain boleh bahagia kan kau macam aku buat lahhh ! eeee :D
SAYANG, AKU SAYANG, CINTA, RINDU, NAKK KAT KAU JEEEE ! PAHAM TAK ?!!
its been a hard day for muhammad nur fadzli and me, but guess what ? he fixed it. thanks sayang, kdg kdg aku fikir, kenapa lah aku tak fikir sejauh kau ? haha, agaknya, kau memang ditakdirkan untuk aku lah yang ! sumpah hari ni banyak gila gaduh, tapi, terima kasih sangat sangat dekat baby mokk aku yang banyak gila sabar. for those out there, lantak lah korang nak ckp dia kuat jealous ke apa. tapi dulu aku pun fikir macam tuu. tapi sekarang, baru lah aku faham, kenapa sampai macam tu sekali.
mok, kalau kau baca, percaya lah, tak kisah lah kau macam mana annoying pun, selagi berdirinya aku kat sebelah kau, kau kena confident dengan diri sendiri. just be your self in front of me. i love how ever you are sayangg, haih.
sekarang baru lah aku tau kenapa perasaan jealous tu ade. sebab perit bila kita hilang orang yang kita sayang. hope that is the last thing will ever happen to me. haii mokk, aku tak dapat nak cakap lah kan, tapi sumpah dooohhh, aku boleh mati kalau tak gelak dengan kau satu hari. ketagih mok, ketagih segala galanya yang ade dekat kau tahuu ? eeee, mcm mane lah aku nak cakap yang aku sayang gila kat kau haa ?!
okay lah, oleh sebab aku sayang kau, tahun ni aku pakai kebaya ek, sebab aku nak tunjuk yang my confident level increased because of you ! because of you ! percaya lah ! hahahah.
sumpah aku sasau dekat depan pc nii sebab kau dohhh. kesian lahh dekat aku :'(
mokk, jangan pegi jauh ek mokk, stick with forever ye sayang. i mean for ever ! tak sanggup mokk, nak tengok kau bahagia dengan orang lain. kau lah satu satu nya manusia yang pantul kan diri aku sendiri. kita sama yangg, sama sangat, takde orang lain boleh bahagia kan kau macam aku buat lahhh ! eeee :D
SAYANG, AKU SAYANG, CINTA, RINDU, NAKK KAT KAU JEEEE ! PAHAM TAK ?!!
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
I DELETED MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT !
yes people, i deleted my facebook account. haha, its seems quite hard at first, tapi lama lama, bila tengok my baby mokk, sungguh sungguh nk aku delete, haih, ikutkan je lah, anything for you lah sayang :) haha, plus got few things yang mendorong benda ni jadi. hmm, first, kitorang banyak gaduh because of fb, cant deny it, fadzli is so sensitive guy i ever had. but its no so hard to take care of his feeling, but i have to admit it, banyak gila aku sakitkan hati dia. kadang kadang sengaja, kadang kadang tak, whatever it is, sumpah bahagia dengan kau lah baby mokk ! :D
second thing is, haih, aku kena BENGAP on fb, haih, sumpah marah gila. yess, i broke your heart, but its not the reason you boleh suka suka hati let your friends say something like that to me. and btw, you're not perfect either. we just same, cuma people only see kebaikan kau, tapi keburukan kau, orang tak nampak, semua tengok salah aku je. its really unfair ! haih.
and the third one is, i think i should pay more attention on study. haih, baru first semester, dah macam orang gila dah. tapi, keep try and trying, harap harap lah semuanya ok.
hhhmm, so now, stop pasal facebook. yesterday, fadzli, ijam, ekin and i pegi bukit belacan, mandi manda. haha, quite fun, tapi letih gila nak masuk ke dalam tu, kurus lah gemuk aku tu ! haha, so, lama jugak lah lepak kat sana, and lepas tu, adam datang, and we proceed pegi wangsa walk. apa lagi, karok ah ! haha, lama gila tak sumbang suara aku yang memang mengundang niii, haha. penat gila kitorang satu hari merayap. semua tipu mak bapak je nak keluar kan, mak abah aku ingat aku ada kelas, parents ijam dgn baby pun sama. haha, kira serong lah nii, takpe lah, bukan selalu :D
my baby bamm :)
so today, ada kelas macam biasa lah, tak tahu lah bala aku majal sape entah, helmet aku kena rembat, haih, sumpah tension lahhh ! so, this married couple pun buat job lah *my baby and me.
kitorang rembat balik helmet org, ya Allah, kering je laki bini ni kn. tapi takpelah, nanti insyaAllah aku pulang balik, ekeke :D
so tomorrow, my baby and i nak pegi jelatek, jogging katanya, haha. lepas tu malam, hah ! THE LAST AIRBENDER ! tunggu lah aku black list kn nama dekat wangsa walk tu, haha, may tomorrow is better than todayy :) big hugs guys, thank for reading :))
second thing is, haih, aku kena BENGAP on fb, haih, sumpah marah gila. yess, i broke your heart, but its not the reason you boleh suka suka hati let your friends say something like that to me. and btw, you're not perfect either. we just same, cuma people only see kebaikan kau, tapi keburukan kau, orang tak nampak, semua tengok salah aku je. its really unfair ! haih.
and the third one is, i think i should pay more attention on study. haih, baru first semester, dah macam orang gila dah. tapi, keep try and trying, harap harap lah semuanya ok.
hhhmm, so now, stop pasal facebook. yesterday, fadzli, ijam, ekin and i pegi bukit belacan, mandi manda. haha, quite fun, tapi letih gila nak masuk ke dalam tu, kurus lah gemuk aku tu ! haha, so, lama jugak lah lepak kat sana, and lepas tu, adam datang, and we proceed pegi wangsa walk. apa lagi, karok ah ! haha, lama gila tak sumbang suara aku yang memang mengundang niii, haha. penat gila kitorang satu hari merayap. semua tipu mak bapak je nak keluar kan, mak abah aku ingat aku ada kelas, parents ijam dgn baby pun sama. haha, kira serong lah nii, takpe lah, bukan selalu :D
my baby bamm :)so today, ada kelas macam biasa lah, tak tahu lah bala aku majal sape entah, helmet aku kena rembat, haih, sumpah tension lahhh ! so, this married couple pun buat job lah *my baby and me.
kitorang rembat balik helmet org, ya Allah, kering je laki bini ni kn. tapi takpelah, nanti insyaAllah aku pulang balik, ekeke :D
so tomorrow, my baby and i nak pegi jelatek, jogging katanya, haha. lepas tu malam, hah ! THE LAST AIRBENDER ! tunggu lah aku black list kn nama dekat wangsa walk tu, haha, may tomorrow is better than todayy :) big hugs guys, thank for reading :))
Sunday, August 1, 2010
HYE AND YAAAH, AGAIN !
assalamualaikum, its been very long time im not updated this blog, haih, padahal aku tahu, nobody care ! haha, so now, my life is changed, changed at all. maybe im not the luckiest women ever, but yeaah, i am who i am now. once again, like you care, and i dont need you to care.
and now, im broke his heart, but im just really sorry, and once again i know, its not gonna fix with 'sorry' . i know you will find someone who much better than me. what you just need, is time. but still, thanks for everything, i mean EVERYTHING.
so many things happens around me, but it hard to explain and i think what happens, is yesterday, just close your eyes and ready for what happens tomorrow :)
and my tomorrow, i just hope is better. for muhammad nur fadzli mohd ali, maybe i could'nt be so perfect for you, but what ever it is, im trying, and trying. im so sorry for so many 'desa water park' , but im just be my self and i dont want it hurts you, but what i need, love me for who i am, and i hope im the best for you.
just give me much time for know you better, plant more understanding between us, you know, every one know, we just happy with each other, tapi dalam ketawa, kadang kadang perlu ada air mata, sebab air mata banyak mengajar dari ketawa :)
maybe i cant say it, but you know, you know me better, you know how much i want you, how much i care about you, how much i really love you. just learn from my words, my look, my tears, my laugh.
and now, im broke his heart, but im just really sorry, and once again i know, its not gonna fix with 'sorry' . i know you will find someone who much better than me. what you just need, is time. but still, thanks for everything, i mean EVERYTHING.
so many things happens around me, but it hard to explain and i think what happens, is yesterday, just close your eyes and ready for what happens tomorrow :)
and my tomorrow, i just hope is better. for muhammad nur fadzli mohd ali, maybe i could'nt be so perfect for you, but what ever it is, im trying, and trying. im so sorry for so many 'desa water park' , but im just be my self and i dont want it hurts you, but what i need, love me for who i am, and i hope im the best for you.
just give me much time for know you better, plant more understanding between us, you know, every one know, we just happy with each other, tapi dalam ketawa, kadang kadang perlu ada air mata, sebab air mata banyak mengajar dari ketawa :)
maybe i cant say it, but you know, you know me better, you know how much i want you, how much i care about you, how much i really love you. just learn from my words, my look, my tears, my laugh.
JUST PLEASE KEEP LEARN SAYANG, I KNOW YOU CAN :)
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