NO MORE SECRET :)

yesss, i blow up the secret. there's nothing to hide. i know how pain to hear that. but you have to know, how pain i keep it secret and blame myself for all this time. look easy huh ? but its not. but still, thanks to you who are very strong to hear the secret.

there's nothing more to hide sayang. now, im totally yours. you got strong reason to walk away. but you did'nt. thanks to you again. you're the only reason why im still strong with this hard world. thanks syg, for not walk away, for accept who i am, for being with me all the time, for being so patience for all this time. for everything. im so appreciate it, and yess. who could be better than you ? NOBODY ! believe me :')

so yesterday, i thought it was my last class, but it was'nt. we still got class on wednesday. ouhh -__- and yesterday, me and sayang buat hal and puan ayu was pissed off when we're late for 1 hour. haha. itu sangat tak disengajakan because i thought class start on 12. but actually it start on 11. dah lah ada quiz, kitorang tak dapat buat pun. haha. but its okay lahh. malas nak fikir lagi dahh.

so semalam, kitorang buat sesi bergambar dalam class and now you all can meet my classmate and also my bestie :)

and malamnya, kitorang pegi berbuka puasa dengan our beloved mentor, puan izzaty and her husband :)

WE PERFECT THAN OTHERS :D

tonight, we did silly things. and now im realise, silly things make perfect. its make we different than others. tonight, i being myself. the real me. i dont even care if he did shame on me. i dont even care lah sayang. i do enjoy tonight. even that was the stupid-est things i ever did. anything for you sayang. you did the right choice. no regret lah ! i just love the way you make me crazy. nobody can do the way you did. it will be our best moment ever. heee :D

my super duper hubby :D

hun, this is your silly wife lah !

malam merdeka, kitorang jalan jalan. tak tahu nak kemane. tapi, sumpah terbaik. dan havoc gile ! sumpah lah fadzli, aku suke gile bile dengan kau. sorry buat kau shock. kesian minah tu kena sound dgn aku. tapi aku tak suka lah dia pandang kau. haih. tapi sumpah ni malam merdeka terbaik for me sayang. thanks a lot. thanks for the memory. nanti nak cerita dekat anak anak kita, ape mama dgn baba die buat malam merdeka. we did sweet-est things ever lahh. i love you so much. dont you ever think to walk away from me muhammad fadzli mohd ali :D

ITS OKAY .

THIS IS FOR OUR OWN GOOD.

yeahh, we cool.

I JUST CANT FIND A WORD :)

this song is really describe me right now. sometimes, when we are too happy or too upset, we just cant find the word to describe how it feel. and that is what happen to me right now ! for so many tests, finally, i got this feeling which is what im waiting for. its kind a magic to us. but its really beautiful right now. and yes, im speechless.

you are worthful sayang :)

iloveyou :)

im not the one who perfect, but im the one who love you very much - him

you're not the number one, but you're the only one -me

dekat basement parking. dekat college. haha. kalau gaduh je, dekat sini lah kitorang talk and try to solve the problem. plus petang tu hujan. malam we got program dekat college. ingat kan nak balik dulu, tapi hujan. so tunggu hujan berenti, amik bubur lambuk. then balik rumah.

dekat college. since program nii budak dpl yang punya project, then we datang lah and support. mane tau nanti program kite, diorang pulak yang datang support. ok, this is my love with songkok ! encem kan abang hajii ? haha. love you hun :)

sweet gile gambar nii. haha, speechless ! :)

today, he said, he want to quit from ptpl. haih, what can i say ? its up to you. i wish i could help you. im trying sayang. be strong ok. we'll through all of this together. ok sayang. iloveyou. aku takut gile nanti lagi banyak dugaan kalau kite jauh. sekarang dengan budak foundation tu pun aku dah berangin, lepas ni entah ape lah lagii. sumpah lah aku tak sanggup. faham lah yee sayang ? i just cant :(

NOW I KNOW :)

tot tot, bunyi alarm. hari nii memang dah set. nak skip class math. sebab tak pernah lagi skip kan. tapi ade tujuan aku skip class favourite aku tuu. haha.

'dayah, kenapa tak masuk class math ? kesian fadzli, tak boleh belajar kau takdee.'

'kau pegi mane haa ? asal lambat ? kau ni betul lah buat aku risau !'

the reaction i expected. haha. im not happy for this. im just glad to know you're sasau because of me. i know you're worried. and now i know how much you cant stand without me. now i know. i know what exactly you feel towards me. and i am proud with that. i got what are everyone wanted. i got it.

petang, haih. we're fighting.

'sayang macam dah tak suke dekat org' -him

muhammad nur fadzli, macam mane aku boleh tak suke dekat kau haa ? cube kau bagitau. perkataan tak suke tu tak pernah ada between us lah yang. we're getting married, remember ? so now, there's no more tak sukee, tak sayang. dah tak ada dah. faham lah sayang, sometimes im tired. i need time. but at the same time, i need you beside me. tapi aku faham jugak, you're so sensitive. kadang kadang, aku pun satu, cakap main lepas. tak fikir perasaan kau. im so sorry sayang. im so sorry. im trying to be perfect. the way exactly you want. but im still trying. sabar yee sayang :)

lepas habis class and hantar assignment, kitorang move pegi bazaar kampung bharu. teringin pulak aku. tapi macam takde ape yang menarik. but we got back the magic. hee.

depan masjid kg bharu.

sumpah lah awak mengundang ! haha.this is the one who i cant live without :)

IGNORE AND IGNORE.

5.00 am
bangun sahur. my mom did'nt say any words to me. and now im wondering why. ouh, ok. biarlah. everybody seems unsatisfied with me now. what ever. -__-'

11.00 am
bangun dari tidur.

1.15 pm
move to college. let see what happen.
hanging out at library. hubby meeting with his mentor. bila keluar,

syg, org kena sound dgn puan hazreen
kenape pulak ?
entah. sebab cinta cinta dalam kelas.

aik. now we got issue here. ape lah pulak masalahnye. sumpah lah aku penat. haih, now, aku nak ignore je ape orang nak fikir. i am done. im done for take care of people feeling. they have to know how to take care of mine. nobody is perfect lahh. and we are not the only student who bercinta dekat college. tak payah nak high light kitorang sangat. tapi, thanks sebab tegur. haih. janji i'll give the best for your subject sebab nak proof dekat dorang even i bercinta, im still focus in study.

3.20 pm
pre registration for next semester. ok, lets see. semua subject seems fine but, aik. kejap. management accounting ?! what the h, h and h ?! okayy, you can kill me now ! gila ke ? accounting principal pun aku dah hilang akal ! now you nak bagi yang ni pulak ? sumpah lah korang tak berhati perut ! haha. kejap. tapi if im not mistaken, somebody dekat admin told me. 'subject account korang yang principal jee. lepas ni takde dah.' nampaknye aku kena tipu lagi dengan ptpl. korang betul betul nak bunuh aku -__-'
ehh ehh, jangan lupa. next semester, aku amik F.I.N.A.N.C.E ! seriously, you can kill me !

4.45 pm
the descent part 2. believe me, that movie was disgusting and boringggg ! haha. tapi, okayy lahh. thanks darling :)

7.00 pm
dari bazaar wangsa melawati, move to kader for berbuka dengan yang tersayang. first time berbuka with my love one :) sweet gileee ! even dekat kader.*sayang, sorry sebab putih :(

8.00 pm
jalan jalan, and lepaking di taman. heee. so sweet lah tonight. i am so in love with you !

9.00 pm
go home and trying to solve my problem.

10.30 pm
now i've been thinking about us. we have to be stronger than now. we have to ignore what are people saying. the thing is, i got you and you got me. there's nothing we have to care except us. sumpah you're the one who always be my side even i am up or down. kau dah perfect dah. and you have to stop ask me 'menyesal tak dengan orang ?' you know the answer is 'takde lahh. tak pernah pun.'

i will never ever regret to have you. kau lah benda paling indah, paling sweet, paling bahagia yang pernah jadi dekat aku. i will through anything for you lah sayang. i will be strong for you. i will fight for you. yes i will and i can. now i dont even care what are people saying.i made the decision and i will take the risk. they dont have any idea how happy i am. how happy i am to be with you. :))