mind your words.

because we all knows who was start all of this. and you're lucky if i shut my mouth up. because if i say something, that will embarrassing yourself one fine day.

and fadzli, i love you.

thanks to zaza aidil ijam and rozie.

big thanks to you guys.

times square

their engagement day

so today was my cousin's engagement day. my mother ask me to join rombongan cik kiah pegi meminang. they are very young couple sebab my cousin were 21 this year and his fiancee were a year younger than him which same with me. actually i'm kind a jealous with them cause aku nak jugak tunang kann :( haha tapi mak aku tk bagi -.-'

so, enjoy the picture guys.

anak panah pertama was my cousin yg nak bertunang. bapak happy en muka die adehh jealousnyee. then the second arrow was muka org tk puas hati yang tak dapat tunang sebab mak die tak bagi --'

so this one my mom said, okay dah boleh tunang tapi ada syarat but i ignored the syarat and i was smile that way shown 'i don't care you guys engage ke ape nanti aku engage aku nak buat lagi besar punyeeee hahahaha'

this is my mak njang which is step mother for my cousin cause his real mother was dead time die sekolah rendah tk silap and this is the rockiest mak saudara yang aku ada. haha.

so ni dekat rumah my cousin's fiancee dah macam kahwin dah sebab siap ade khemah semua tapi memang okay lah and tema die color pink. and ohh, that was my sister. haha.

heee. so finished about their engagement and now focus on my relationship pulak.

and tau tak this whole day i haven't met fadzli at all. haha. what a day but alhamdulillah hari ni tak gaduh besar okay clap clap clap --'

haha fadzli, nk tunang nk tunang macam dorang. haha menci ahh.

lot of love, sitinoorhidayahbtali

i love you fadzli. always

what a day -.-

sigh. what a day. seriously berapa banyak org nk gaduh dengan aku hari nii. susah kalau org dah tk suka nii. haha

hmm first of all, thanks dekat yang like my previous post. i'm sure you happy to know that, but unfortunately, that was not the ending. we're still together. bagus lah kalau suka tengok perbalahan org lain. i'm sure you're not happy with your own life. now go get a life. and i'm sure you'll be fine.

so today, somehow i was fight with a few uneducated person who not my competition at all but still, thanks. memang sesuai lah kau kawan dengan dorang.

and tonight, a girl who i hate so much has came to his house dengan muka tk malu. seriously girl. that was so bitchy and once again you do something like that, you've cross my borderline. and you're so dead. haha. get the hell from his life, idiot -.-

seriously, you guys can get the hell of our life. tolonglah jangan bagi masalah lagi cause i'm trying to make this relationship better than before. and you guys, please pray for us and i'll do the same thing for you.

and with so damn happy i would like to say. merdekaaaaaaa ! haha. we both dah finished final paper and guess what ? its vacation time ! hee. we're going to port dickson this weekend. i'm hope everything will be just fine since japan was attacked by tsunami yesterday and i'm afraid it will come to port dickson. fuhhh. simpang. nauzubillah. harap harap tkde ape ape.

wish the best for me, guys. wish i get nice pointer for this semester. happy holiday guys. thanks for reading :)

this is the ending

this week was a freaking week i guess. full with fighting. so this is it. this is what it will be.

so i guess, this is how it feel when the ending has come. its pain. the pain for huge injury inside it. i know this time are really the ending. really. no doubt. and fadzli,

i wish the best for you,
i would like to thank you for what you've done,
i'm sorry for everything,
and i know you can't give me another chance
cause you had enough with me.

so, this is it kan. hee. good luck fadzli. i know you can find better girl for you. cause you deserve better.

you was full with surprise before. but i know, there's no surprise for this time. so i will start all over again. without you. but i'm still waiting here. waiting for miracle. but i know there's will be no miracle. thank you for reading. pray the best for me.

happy 20th birthday

happy birthday najihah binti idris.

actually i know this post were quite late but still, happy birthday sister.
we're being friends since the first time i was walk in to smt ert setapak at 8th of march 2008 i guess. and from that, i met this chubby girl who being my friend until now.

i want to let you know, i am so lucky to have you as my best friend and even you are quite silent i guess, but i know how to make you laugh even with my stupid jokes.

what i just hope is, she'll meet someone who can love her like i did, who can take a good care to her like her mother did.

first time i met her, she not talk so much to me. die macam sombong sikit nk kawan dengan aku. but with nobody realised, we have been so close at 2009 and i admit it, she quite sensitive person but don't worry, i know how to treat her very well. haha

anyway, i don't know why i put that picture sebab picture ni aku tk setuju sikit sebab kitorang dah macam bermadu dah. haha. joke. so sister, have a wonderful year, i wish all the best for you and i hope this relationship will be forever. you don't know how much i love you. happy birthday najihah.

i don't have any idea

i don't know what is wrong. i really don't know. you've said about breaking up these few days. what for ? if you really what to end this relationship, just let me know. just tell me. if you're not happy anymore with me, tell me. you don't have to ask me 'can't we be friends like we used to be ?' ohh man. you're so damn coward. 'if we had a problem, just face it with smile' you know what man ? you can stop with all the bullshit. i had enough. it just a small matter. you don't have to say something like that. i'll leave you if you really want to. i will.

there is no goodbye.

yes, there is no good bye. if we keep loving each other, there will be no ending except death. really hope so. but somehow i feel, lately we've been so 'hot' with each other which i don't have any idea why. there is something goes wrong somewhere but i don't know what is it. we've been fighting for about 7 times for a week. sigh. i hate that so much. last post, i've told you guys we've breaking our relationship up. but no, we're not going to end our relationship just like that. there will be always a way to go. to go better than this. but i don't know where to find that way. we've been working up so hard lately. insyaallah akan ada hasilnya.

i know, he won't leave me just like that. i know he will always defending this relationship. i don't have any stronger like he had. but he will always do. being so patient with me. the only person who won't walk away from my life, it is only him. the person who i can always count to, it just him.

i don't know why. we've been fighting for just a little small tiny things which doesn't worth anything. what a crap kan. haih.but what i fell so grateful with this relationship is, we've been fighting just because of us. not because of any third party. its mean we're not cheating with each other. i'm so grateful to have someone like him who are very loyal person and who i can always trust to. that are exactly why i am still standing here. stand beside him to defending this relationship together. cause we both know, we could die without each other.

and baby, thanks to you for still standing here. with me. i know i can always count on you. i know how people hates me, but i know i still got you so don't bother if whole world hates me.