10 Jun 2011

Hye I know I've been missing for few days. So many things happen around and I have nothing to tell beside the worst part of my life I've through past few weeks. I hope everything will be just fine after this InsyaAllah.

I know we love each other but sometime and somehow we can't afford to through the fights and we decided to make end this relationship and I know I can't afford to live without you. I am a loyal person and I give everything I had not for the person who will leave me for my weaknesses. I give my everything to a man who will never give up to change me to a better person. And I pray to Allah that you will be the man who the right person who will guide me and won't walk away from me. InsyaAllah.

I don't care people hate me because nothing is more important than you beside me. I respect person and hoping she/he will to the same thing towards me. I am a straight person. I make rules for myself and I hope whole world will follow my rules which I know that are so nonsense. You slowly try to show me that I'm not right all the time and I'm learning the new rules from you.

I'm expecting from everybody to respect you the way they did to me and others. I can't stand to see people be rude to you even anybody because I love you so much and I don't even care a whole world could hate me. I don't give a damn ! :DD

330 days :')

319th days

Alhamdulillah. It's a big number I guess. Haha. So, I know it's full with conflict sometimes but alhamdulillah we're still here, together. Thank to Allah. So tomorrow will be the first day for third semester and 4 subjects have to be learn and I hope everything will be just fine. Harap harap pointer tk maintain tapi naik tinggi tinggi ! InsyaAllah. I want my mother to be proud of me even I'm quite stupid --' I know but I also know I will do the best this semester InsyaAllah.

Hee I am so happy now because 1 more month we will celebrating our 1st year anniversary I know it's just a small number but it mean a lot to me since we had fighting almost everyday even it was just a small little tiny matter but I still love him just like the first day I love him and it wouldn't change and I hope he will do the same.

THANK YOU MUHAMMAD NUR FADZLI MOHD ALI <33

LADIES DAY OUT :D

Actually this post should be yesterday post but something went wrong and specifically I was not In mood because of something so here it is. Being today's post. Haha.

So yesterday I met Fida and Qila and we went like usual doing shopping, watching movie walking around, non stop talking and yeah we had so much fun out there. Alhamdulillah. I know that how much I miss all of them but there's no time machine to turn back time to back to high school time, you know.

There's so much changers and yeah I can saw something change maybe we grew up became someone who matured haha actually I don't think so because we act just like when we was 16 and I miss that time so bad :'(

A day wasn't enough because we have so much thing to share, to do together but I still don't know when we can get the chance but I miss you guys so much. I really do :(

To Muhammad Nur Fadzli, I swear I am so happy to have you and I hope you won't WALK AWAY from my life because I can't stand to live without you because I do love you so much, sayang :)

YOU CAN'T GET ENOUGH

I swear I don't understand what is happen to us now. I need an answer. Say something ! I'm not a slut so you can do what you want. And I'm still waiting.

TEST

Allah maha adil. Apa yang berlaku, ada hikmah yang dijanjikan. Itu janjiNya. InsyaAllah.

I'm maybe just a stranger. But I know and I can feel the pain through the silence. When we see somebody who always full with smiles being so gloomy even she throw a smile towards me but I can feel the pain beside her smile. It was so sad but we've to accept this with all our hearts as we just His servant.

I hope you will get well soon because I can't stand to see your mother become so upset and worry about you and I hope you will be so strong for your family and of course for your mother. God will be always with you. Take this as a test and I'm sure, you'll be fine. InsyaAllah. Don't stop praying to Allah and don't give up because He' listening you 24/7 :)

KISAH SEORANG PENGEMBALA KAMBING

Tk payah lah aku nk cerita balik dekat korang pasal cerita nii. That was a fairy tale. But don't be so sure. It happen in our real life.

Kisah seorang pengembala kambing yg mengembala dekat satu padang dan menjerit minta tolong sebab ada ular gigit kaki die tapi bila orang kampung datang die gelakkan orang kampung sebab percaya dengan jeritan palsu die tu. And at the second day, die jerit lagi minta tolong and cakap ade anjing yg gigit kaki die dan orang kampung datang lagi untuk tolong tapi ternyata DIA MENIPU LAGI. On the next day, die betul betul digigit anjing dan dipatuk ular dan die menjerit minta tolong malangnya orang kampung dah tk percaya cakap die. And die terpaksa merangkak dari padang tempat die mengembala ke rumah seorang penduduk kampung untuk minta bantuan.

Moral of the story, once you lie to someone, you'll never get her/his trust anymore. Anyway, this is my blog, it's up to me to wrote what I want. It's got NOTHING to do with you plus I don't know a big liar like you. So, get lost you loser ! And kenapa kau terasa ehh ? Aku budak budak tapi aku ada life and aku tk perlu nk tipu orang and obviously, I'm not a loser, like you. HAHA :DD

Ohh anyway, today is my 10th months anniversary. Clap clap. Haha. And to those who tk suke, dengki, menyampah, TAKDE LIFE, LOSER,

ADHA KU KAY SHAH ?

Hahaha go get a life first okay :DD

HYPOCRITE

I don't mean to hurt anybody but I just want to tell you guys that the only person that I hate the most is the hypocrite type. Ohh please. Tk payah lah tunjuk mcm awk tu bagus sangat. Stop tell the world that you are the only one who good enough, okayy. We all knows how you act. Then, stop !

And I'm regret to trust you for all this time and you always get busted but we guys still give a chance to you but not this time. No more chance. Good bye.