MAYBE !

yes, maybe i am the one who can make you laugh, but maybe yes, i cant appreciate you like you did to me. yes, im suck ! im stupid. DAMN. i should let you go, but i wont. because of what ?

IM STILL LOVING YOU :'(

but why i cant change for you ? kenapa tak boleh buang semua ego ni ? why huh ? haih. i dont deserve you man ! trust me.

you are nice man, i mean you can just throw your friends out of your life, but i cant ! why i cant do that ? why i cant be like you ? cant you see it ? i dont deserve you baby ! i mean, you could find a better girl for you. but, no ! i just cant see you with another girl. its pain ! and i know she could'nt make you happy like i did !

know what ? i wish i can make you happy, but i just cant. run baby run
i know you pain. just tell me if you want i let you go. but i know, you wont. i know you love me more than i love you. i know you cant live without me.

i have to stop pretend. im not myself anymore

I MISS MYSELF

3RD MONTHS ANNIVERSARY.

mesti korang kate, 'alah, baru 3 bulan !' haha. tapi korang tak tau macam mane sesak dada nii nak sampai sejauh nii. no, im not blaming you or whatsoever, its just i cant imagine so many things are we've been through. but now, we're stronger i guess. this is just a game, that we've to keep playing it to get top score. haha. ape aku mencarut nii ? sighhh.

whatsoever. im not giving up to my own game. haha. even im the one who ask you to end this game just now right ? remember syg ? but you dont have any idea why i did it. its so pain to fight with you. but like i said, its just a game. just keep enjoying the game.

yesterday, yes, we keep arguing until today. its just because a little girl who dont get enough attention and try to lagakan kitorang ! i dont know what exactly her attention, but yes, he made we fighting. haha. just let her be. she just fifteen ! grow up girl ! you annoying. trust me :)

and now, we just fine. everything are fixed. and happy 3rd months anniversary syg. i know we can stay longer. we just fine syg. trust me. people around are just jealous to what we got right now. they are jealous to not have you. because im the one who got you :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

19th anniversary cake :)

haha. see ! im 19 now lahh baby ! haha. this is my first time celebrating my anniversary with muhammad nur fadzli. awww, he's so sweet ! he really make my day. i love you sayang. now and forever.

so what i got on my birthday ?
an egg exactly on my head : jannah, ina and FADZLI ! haha. see, fadzli pun subahat sekali. tapi dia dah dapat telur tu from jannah. tapi die tak sampai hati nak baling sebab kepala aku dah sakit gila lepas jannah baling betul betul dekat atas kepala. haha :D thanks guys :)

a shirt and couple key chain : fadzli
a cake : ikin, ijam and fadzli. THANKS GUYS ! love you guys so much.

at first im really not expected this kind of celebration. but i dont know where they get the money to do this such things which so sweet ! haha. thanks thanks and big thanks for you guys ! sumpah lah saya amat terharu.

at first, fadzli janji nak keluar pukul 1. then dia lambat sampai nak dekat pukul 2 baru sampai bwh flat ! keje aku nak mengamuk je lah kan ! haha. then he told me, die nk pegi beli cake, tapi ijam dah beli. then i ask him. "mane korang dapat duit hah ? main num ekor ke ?" haha. sebab mcm marah jugak lah. sebab aku dah tau korang semua tgh kering including me. then sampai ap, takde hala tuju sampai lah ijam pegi kedai motor then fadzli gile ape entah ajak aku lepak dekat popular sambil baca buku. dalam hati dok pikir, ape lah tebiat budak nii selambe ajak aku dating dekat popular. then i know, die saje nak lengah kn masa sebab nak pegi rumah ekin lambat sikit. haha. lepas tu dah sampai je, ade cake lah ! haha. so sweet lah you guys.

thanks a lot yeee ! you guys such a good friend of me and fadzli is the best boyfriend i ever had. thanks sayang :)

ikin, the birthday girl and ekin :)

husband. ily :)

:)

happy :)