farewell RAMADHAN :(

today is the last day of ramadhan. so what im feeling ? hmmm, i suppose to be happy right ? but, no im nooottt. haha. and why ? i wonder why because this is the first time i feel this way at aidilfitri ! i been thinking about ramadhan last night. haih, this ramadhan quite hard for me. sumpah byk gila DUGAAN ! tapi alhamdulillah, its end very well and we're not going to celebrate aidilfitri together :( its okayy lah, but i dont know why i feel quite upset right now. kenapa ekk ? haih. semalam dah salam dia dah. tapi meleleh jugak air mata nii. kenapa yee ? maybe sebab banyak yg kite dah through sama sama ramadhan nii. alhamdulillah, semuanya okay je akhirnya :)

now he's at pedas, leaving me alone at kl. haha. its okayy, i will be at penang by tomorrow maybe. or tonight dah bertolak dah. insyaAllah. hope everything will be just fine. even he's not with me now, we still text-ing with each other. hee.

why my feeling could be like this ? macam nak sedih je. haha. entah lahh. hee. whatever lah. malas aku nak layan !

hee, now im done with kemas kemas rumah. sumpah cantik gile my home. hee. tingkap, kipas, lantai semua dah lap. tinggal nak packing barang untuk bawak pegi penang jee. hmm, maybe i'll be at penang until tuesday. hishh, my baby balik awal. kena lah tunggu aku. kesian dia :( tapi takpe lahh :) chill okay dayah ! raya nii ! hee :D

so tomorrow aidilfitri, and also my husband's birthday ! haha. happy birthday sayang. awal sikit sebab dekat kampung tak dapat nak update blog. takde internet.

so to my sayang, HAPPY 18TH ANNIVERSARY. WISH ALL THE BEST FOR YOU, LONG LIFE, HAPPY ALWAYS, BE WITH ME FOREVER, AND SUCCESS IN YOUR LIFE :)

you know how much i love you :)