improving

grrrr. people get sick watching we fighting almost everyday lately. huhhh. im getting sick too. but frankly, i know its all because of me. haha. but nobody know why i've been acting like this lately. there's only you the one who understand. blame me sayang. sure you can. cause you got nobody to blame for. its only me.

i have never wanted this kind of thing happen to me, sayang. im also never wanted to hurt you this hard baby. and im so sorry for that.

from now, for what you've did for to me, i promise to my self, i'd improve myself for you. for our happiness. trust me baby. i know i can. i just need you to show me the right path.

maybe i've never told you this one, but i fell so lucky to have you baby. the world would be so jealous to ai'nt got you sayang. heee. trust me. the only man who could make me happy, there's only you. the only man that i can trust, its only you.

easy to forgive

yeahhh, its maybe easy to forgot, but no, its not easy to forgive. im so sorry i could'nt be her. just like her. cause i am me. myself. at least, im not hypocrite or something else. this is me. the girl you fall in love and you in love with now. if you expecting i'd act like her, you better go get her to be with you.

sometimes, i just hope i can afford to compare you with any man i ever met. but no, i just could'nt. because i so understand and so pleased for what you had. that's my way. you has cross my border line. i just cant stand with it anymore. but no, i won't leave you. cause i just cant afford to do so.

so many things happened around, but this one, i just cant deal with it. cause i had enough, boy. and that is too bad to love you cause i just cant hurt you like you did.