CHEERS :)

Hye. It's been a while since my last entry. Nothing much to tell. As you guys know, I'm in semester break since 30 sept. Hee. Nothing much to do. Not like my others friends, semua membanting tulang mncari rezeki. We both ? Merayau mcm roh tk tenteram kata nyeee. Haha.

Tkde ape yg kite buat. Main badminton petang petang. Otherwise, mintak mak duit sikit, lepak dekat kedai makan. Haha. Ape nk jadi lah. Haih. But still, we enjoy this moment. Terfikir jugak kan. Nanti dah abis study, dah tkde masa mcm ni dah. Masing masing sibuk kerja. Betul tk ? So manfaat kan lah masa ni betul betul.

And one more thing, kitorang dah setahun and 3 bulan. How cool is that ? haha so cool okay :p

Farewell guys :)

I AM SO DOWN

I know he not really care about me. I know nobody did. I am so upset till I can't think properly. I don't know why. Maybe I near to my menses period. Don't know why and don't know how. This is not so good. Till sometime I think he might be got someone else behind me. I don't know. I don't know what to think. Everything's seem wrongs all the way. And I hate it. I do.

Sometimes I look at him and I feel like he's ignoring me. And it's make me so angry and somehow, we fight. Is that just me or it's really happen ?

I know and realise nobody is care about me. I know sometime people don't know me even we work or studying together. I am not so famous and nobody needs me. I sometime think who gonna attend my funeral ? It's so sad to see people just 'Hah, she's dead ? Innalillahiwainalillahirojiun.' And that's it. No tears for me. Not even a doa for me.

I have no confident to myself. I have no one beside me. I am so down.

MY 7300 DAYS ANNIVERSARY :D

Hahaha it's better to say 7300 than admit that I am 20 this year. Homaigodddd ! I am 20 guys :O Hahaha that's mean I am suppose to be mature than before. It's not I'm not matured enough, it's just maturer than before I guess. Haha die tknk mengaku jugak :D

So what I've did for today ? Not much but quite much I guess haha. 12 am last night I was received a text wish from ina, my bestf. And no one after that. And of course my baby. Tu tk pyh bagitau lah. Wajib kan :D So i go to sleep. I woke up late today. About 1 pm. The first thing I did is turning on my pc and I receive couple birthday wishes on facebook but not from any of my bestf except zaza. Zaa, thanks for that. I really appreciate that. Then about an hour I was staring to the monitor and I give up when still no wishes received from my bestf. Sedih gilaaaa :O

Right after I finished my bath I got a text message. I thought it was from fadzli, but it was not. It was from qila. Haha die wish my birthday and explained knape die lambat. Haha happy sekejap after that. Then lepas tu we went out without no direction. Seriously tktau nk pegi mane then fadzli took me to wangsa walk nk makan cake dekat secret recipe. Haha seriously first time aku tk suke gila makan cake cause I choose the terrible one --'

Nampak tk muka tk puas hati tuu :D

So after makan cake, he gave 2 choices utk pilih tempat pegi makan. The first one is fullhouse. And second one I don't know what happen he offered to brings me to Ikea Damansara sebab nk belanja sy makan meatball. Haha actually I really really want to get there but have no chance and today yes, he brings me there. Haha thanks darling. Yes it was my first time sampai sana after 20 years lahir di dunia. So what ? Haha sy bukan anak selangor that's why lahhh #noob Haha

The Curve #Yb Fadzli :D

So after that we take a walk at The Curve then we get home. Ehh bukan home. We proceed to Pavilion sebab Ijam kate nk belanja wayang so kitorang sambung crite Abduction yg kitorang dah tgk separuh kelmarin. Taylor lutner wooo my babyyy. Haha. So dalam movie I received a call from my baby fida. He sang me a birthday song and I felt to cry that time. Haha she was late cause she attend a competition and she win on that. Congratulation mok ! :DD

So after that kitorang pun balik rumah. It is true I don't get anything, but I just wanna tell you that I'm appreciate a memory from you guys to me. Thanks a lot for the wishes guys. And special thanks to Fadzli for being so tolerant with me on my special day. You such a good guy and I love you baby. I have never been celebrated like this before. Thanks to abah for the money. Even it was a couple bucks, but I do appreciate that. And thanks to mak for nasi goreng kampung. I am not from a rich family but I do appreciate a simple things. Even I got no wishes from my family except from ibab *tu pun on fb, but I know I have a happy family in my 20 years life.

Do I look like I'm 20 ? Not really kan ? :D