life is what we've never thought

what's happen around me kind a surprising me lately. haha. one of my friend had a really bad heart damage were made by his girlfriend ohh no ex-girlfriend. haha. sumpah kesian dengan member aku sebab kena game dengan ex-girlfriend die gile teruk lah dohh. hee. we all doakan yang terbaik untuk kau. insyaallah tuhan akan temukan kau dengan perempuan yang jauh lebih baik untuk kau. amin

life is what we've never thought. haha. its true. haha. people change but you change a lot. siapa ? nobody. hee.
i've got true friends before. but now ? i'm kind a lost my best friends.


lucky i got him by my side. always. 24/7 and i love him so much. i do. he is everything for me. i can't even think how if i lose him. he just what i got right now. and he is the one who will never betray me. that's what friends for but that's what i got from him. my best friend ever.

i love you, boyfriend

i miss you guys

i miss you guys a lot.

rindu waktu sekolah dulu. haha. susah senang sama sama. now i know, something we want, even ada duit banyak mana pun, tapi kite takkan dapat balik ialah zaman sekolah. hmm i miss it so much. haha. macam macam dah jadi. and sekarang, persahabatan tu berubah sikit demi sedikit. tapi rasa sayang, takkan pernah hilang walau ape pun jadi. and i want you guys to know, i miss and love you guys so much. no matter what happen, please stand by my side and be a part of me. thank you for what you guys have done, and im sorry if i hurt you guys feeling or something. im just not perfect but i can't afford to lose you guys.

and ini lagi sorang, even kau jutawan or ape sekali pun, kau takkan dapat die dari aku. haha.

sorry, he is unavailable

he is totally mine. the one can make me laugh sampai tk ingat dunia but at the same time can make me feel so sensitive, so special. haha. he just hmm everything for me. haha. i love you so much. happy 7th months anniversary mokkk. i love you so much. you know i can't afford to lose you. thanks for being apart of my life. i love you i love youuu

trust nobody

i've been thinking about this thing so many times lately. hmm. i'm kind a wondering. who can i trust ? who my real friends ? since past 2 months, i did'nt approve any friends request on my facebook. why ? because i've been stabbed by people around me for few times and i've learn from that. now i decided to not trust anybody except my self and of course him.

i noticed some people i met everyday, being so near with me, so damn unsatisfied or hmm jealous maybe to my relationship. until now i still cant find why that thing could happen because i have no bad feeling towards her or her relationship because i had so much better life than her i guess.

once when i had a fight with him than she'll come over him and whisper to him like a evil or something and i still don't understand why. haha. because i had so much better life than her i repeat. come on sweetheart. just move on with your life. learn how can i had this beautiful life and stop doing something which we both know does'nt worth any shitt.

pfft -.-
i don't have any idea kenape wujud lagi manusia mcm ni dekat dunia nii. come on lahh. dah 2011 lah sayang kuu. haih.

and fyi, i am so damn happy with him and you can stop berusaha nk ruin our relationship lah. sebab aku tk penah kisah pasal your life lah sayang. and i am so glad to have him even starting relationship kitorang pun kau nk ruin kan jugak kann. haha.

and ada lagi satu jenis org yg aku baru noticed hmm wujud jugak org macam nii.
'aku cakap org boleh tapi sebenarnye aku cakap pasal die sebab aku dengki dengan die kott'
faham tak ? so cute kann ? ni lah perangai manusia.

haih. i know nobody is perfect. even myself pun. tapi entah lah. haih. ketara sangat kau tk puas hati dengan org even org tu tk penah kacau kau tak penah kenal kau punn hmm camane tuu ? haih. nk tegur, kawan sendiri. nk diam, aku sendiri sakit hati. haih nk ignore tapi rasa macam tk puas hati pulak.

now, i decided to screw the world hmm okay tak ?haha tapi nanti org pulak sibuk pasal aku hmm camane pulak kann. susah lah nak cari kawan betul betul kawan sebab macam dah takde real friends dah kann. haih, actually ade tapi berapa kerat je yg aku betul betul percaya.

sighhh -.-
dunia nk kiamat dah kann.