I love you :)

I don't love a man for fun. I want a serious relationship and a long lasting one. That's what I do now. That's what I do for you. I'd try to change. I know what kind of girl I am. But I swear, you won't regret for any second to have me by your side. It's been 10 months, love. Thanks for the very nice cooperation. To change me, to bring me this way. That was so nice of you :)

Thanks for forcing me everyday, to eat, to recover from my old behave, to concern on my every single move. That was so nice. And this is the first time, I feel this way, you know ? Everything has changed. I hope it will forever be this way.

Thanks for the very good care, for all the nagging. You know sometime I get boring to it but now, I get use with it. Haha. Thanks for you.

It's been 10 months, sweetheart :))

You've changed.

I've never been sure like this before. But I'm so sure about this. I know you've change. Because of something. And could be because of me. Maybe your love to me just not like before. But I'm still, loving you like I used to be and more than you've ever thought. I know I'm a stupid person. I can't be a person like you want me to be. I can't shut my hell mouth when you're nagging to me because of something. I know what you want from me. But I've give you what I got. And thanks for loving me for who I am. But its okay if you don't. I know nobody could stand with me. And I'm sorry for that :)

thank you muhammad nur fadzli

so what it could be for this time ? hee. alhamdulillah and big thanks to muhammad nur fadzli bin mohd ali buah hati saya for make my dream come true. haha. guys, i got blackberry on my hand. hee. alhamdulillah. so i guess, that's all.

love you so much sayangkuuu

confusinggggg

currently is in confuse mood. haha why ? okay. here's the thing. actually, i have no problem with my current phone. but fadzli is going to buy new phone so he ask me to change my phone too. so what the problem is ? money ? i don't think so because we both know how to raise money. so what it could be ? i guess no problem at all right ? haha. but honestly, i have no heart to sell my nokia e71 and why ? hmm i guess too much memory on that phone. i still remember how fadzli ask to snap a picture of me using that phone while he actually trying to flirt on me. haha. and i am about to cry in front of ampang park before we wish to sell that phone. what a sad seriously. but i saw fadzli was try so hard persuaded me to go sell this phone. haha. padahal that was his phone. and he has work so hard to buy this phone and why i'm the one who try so damn hard to defending this phone ? haha. i am so confuse right now and guess what ? i'm currently listening to pasrah by erra fazira hahaha what the heck dohhh ?

so what kind of phone that he were so insist to ask me to buy ? and i am so in love with this phone actually. so the phone is blackberry curve 9300. haha so, that's all. pye pye.

muhammad nur fadzli, thanks for being my everything. i love you so much sweetheart ‎:)

i just got back from port dickson last sunday. what i can tell you about this whole vacation, it was totally awesome. i won't regret to joined they guys on that vacation. that was the sweeties moment ever that i won't forget for whole my life. i got more comfortable with his family, alhamdulillah. i am who i am there. heee. had so much fun with you, sayang.

so after having so much fun, yeah it's time to move my life like usual. hee. i was woke up by so many news. pfft. it's time to know everybody around me i guess. haha. so today was first class for me on this semester. english. damn i hate it because i saw so many students was failed on this subject. wish me luck guys.

so i guess, nothing to say but you know, lot of things i would like to write about, but i don't have a heart to humiliate people down here. but i guess, one fine day, i will be honest with all of you and trying to not give a damn about how your feeling until you guys know, i got a pride.

picture will be upload soon. have a good life guys. take care.

mind your words.

because we all knows who was start all of this. and you're lucky if i shut my mouth up. because if i say something, that will embarrassing yourself one fine day.

and fadzli, i love you.

thanks to zaza aidil ijam and rozie.

big thanks to you guys.

times square

their engagement day

so today was my cousin's engagement day. my mother ask me to join rombongan cik kiah pegi meminang. they are very young couple sebab my cousin were 21 this year and his fiancee were a year younger than him which same with me. actually i'm kind a jealous with them cause aku nak jugak tunang kann :( haha tapi mak aku tk bagi -.-'

so, enjoy the picture guys.

anak panah pertama was my cousin yg nak bertunang. bapak happy en muka die adehh jealousnyee. then the second arrow was muka org tk puas hati yang tak dapat tunang sebab mak die tak bagi --'

so this one my mom said, okay dah boleh tunang tapi ada syarat but i ignored the syarat and i was smile that way shown 'i don't care you guys engage ke ape nanti aku engage aku nak buat lagi besar punyeeee hahahaha'

this is my mak njang which is step mother for my cousin cause his real mother was dead time die sekolah rendah tk silap and this is the rockiest mak saudara yang aku ada. haha.

so ni dekat rumah my cousin's fiancee dah macam kahwin dah sebab siap ade khemah semua tapi memang okay lah and tema die color pink. and ohh, that was my sister. haha.

heee. so finished about their engagement and now focus on my relationship pulak.

and tau tak this whole day i haven't met fadzli at all. haha. what a day but alhamdulillah hari ni tak gaduh besar okay clap clap clap --'

haha fadzli, nk tunang nk tunang macam dorang. haha menci ahh.

lot of love, sitinoorhidayahbtali

i love you fadzli. always