Our first short film !

Assalamualaikum guys. Haven't you guys seens our short movie ? Jemput tgk ye and leave a comment. Eheem sy pun ade tau dlm tuu :p

1 YEAR AND 8 MONTHS :)

Assalamualaikum. Today 1s 16th of March 2012 and its suppose to be a blast for us as today is our 1 year and 8 months anniversary. It is right what people say about 'kita merancang dan Tuhan yang menentukan' We haven't plan a big celebration for today but we've planned to do something special but what to do, my baby my only baby have been sick for 2 days. He's so sick and I can't even see him. I don't know how he's been doing. I don't care if he can't bring me anywhere for a celebration but I just want him to be fine :(



A week a go, something bad has happened when he's playing futsal and he was injured on his right leg and it was swelling so bad and a day later I give him a company to HKL to see a doctor and find out condition of his leg. And his leg has been bandaged and doctor give few medicines to him. Today I suppose to bring him back to hospital to know his x-ray result and since he caught by fever, he have to going there with his father. I don't know but lately he always caught by something bad :(

And now I'm missing him since I haven't met him this whole day. We just texting and talk through the phone. I can hear his voice sounds different :( I pray to Allah to give him a good health because I miss to see he's smile :(

Be strong baby. I'm here with you sayang. Happy anniversary. Thank you and big hugs to you for making this second year such great ! Thank you for changing yourself for me and give me so much chances to change myself to be with you for our entire life !

APPEARED !

Hye, its me. Owner of this blog. Yes I'm still alive -.- Alhamdulillah. I miss couple things here but its okay. Its been 2 months I've ignore you, readers. It should be reader or readers ? Hahaha wtv -.-Hye I'm writing with a new spirit, new breath since it is already 2012 isn't it ? haha happy new year guys. Haha still wtv -.-

Im getting old this year. I am 21 guys. Like seriously ? Its surprise me a lot since I'm still acting like I am 16. Do I look like one ? Haha. Syukur alhamdulillah sebenarnye masih lagi ada kesempatan untuk semua ni. Ini semua kesempatan yang Allah bagi untuk kita berubah jadi org yang lebih baik, insyaAllah.

Since I've been leave this blog, so many many things has happen to me. Of course I'm gonna tell you the good one right ? Why should I tell you bad one ? Its a bad things ! I don't suppose to keep it in my mind either.

First thing is, recently Fadzli and me are celebrating our 1 year and 6 months anniversary. Seriously I can't believe it that I've been together with him for that long. So many things happened but still, he's here with me Alhamdulillah. I really pray to Allah that he's the one who will be by my side for the rest in my life InsyaAllah.

And alhamdulillah, my relationship is getting better than how it was used to be. Syukur. We improving ourselves to be strong and keep this relationship till this day :)

So what am I doing now ? Still declaring myself as a student and just finished my quantitative second test and mid semester exam. It went well syukur but still doesn't get the results. Soon I guess.

My life just perfect now. InsyaAllah I hope it will be always in this way. With him and his perfect attitude, he's always makes me feel that I am the happiest person in this world. Thanks to you sayang :)

So this is Fadzli and me on our 18 months anniversary. Was celebrating it at KLCC. Haha we done movie, jalan jalan and it was a perfect day Alhamdulillah. That shirt I wore, it was bought by him for me. Thanks :)

And this is my sweetheart, Sufi Afif. He die dah 2 bulan. See how cute he is ? Miss him a lot :(

So tomorrow I will be away to Penang as my cousin will get married this saturday. Seriously I don't wanna leave him alone here. But I have to. I hope you will be just fine sayang. I will be back for you. Of course I will. Love you manje :)

GENTING HIGHLANDS :)

So last 26 nov I mean yesterday :p we went to genting highlands for so many time planned tk menjadi and nahh ! This time Alhamdulillah. We six berjalan sehingga ke genting. Tercapai cita cita sy nk jalan tempat sejuk ala ala London dgn Love. Hee :*'

It went well for the beginning. Ohh not really well actually. First ijam lambat bangun tapi akhirnye bangun jugak. Alhamdulillah. And next one tayar baby bleh bocor pulak. Hahah it kinda funny but it's something to worry too. But redah ke terminal putra dgn tayar flat but pump jugak and Alhamdulillah sampai !

So our bus pukul 9.30 and at about 9.35 we dah move to genting. And I forgot pukul berapa kite sampai tapi sampai jugak Alhamdulillah. Hee. Next naik cabel car like usual and buy some food to breakfast and next masuk theme park. Whhooot whootttt ! Haha so tk naik ape pun for one hour sebab sibuk snapping picture hahaha :p

Then the first game kitorang naik swing yg pusing pusing tu sorry I forgot what it's called hahaa :D Then naik roller coaster, dinosaur land and after that here comes the rain -.- Tk dapat naik ape kottt. Semua tutup sbb rain. Tension gile tapi we enjoying jalan jalan dkt tempat yg sama for about 3 hours hahaha ehh biarlah kau ade ? Hahaha :p

Syukur Alhamdulillah selamat pergi dan selamat pulang. Actually ade jugak gaduh dkt genting *thanks friends sbb sabar masalah kitorang ni haha.But still we had lot of fun out there. Kena buat second trip sbb banyak games yg tk dapat naik sbb hujan. Pirates ship, sungai rejang roller coaster, and and and SPACE SHOT tk dapat naik. Hahaha :'(((

Second trip. InsyaAllah ! :DD


Pictures tk dapat uploaded sebab connection super lembap -.-

NEW BABY'S AROUND ! :D

Here's november comes. Lot to do this month. Tomorrow is Aidiladha. Celebrate dekat KL je. With love. Hee. Syukur alhamdulillah sempat lagi celebrate. October past and something big was happen. Okay I am an auntie. That's sound great but that was also make me realize that I'm getting older. And that's so not cool. Haha.

Last 31st october 2011, my brother dah dapat baby okayy ! Haha I am so happy cause it was a boyyy ! haha so happy sbb I tkde adik lelaki. Ade pun abang abang yg slalu buli -.-

Nk tau macam mane I was through nervous day tu ? On afternoon, my brother abemat tld me yg kak ila kena tahan ward sebab dah nk deliver baby. It was like 12pm tau. And I was weird sbb for me tu awal sgt. Then I pun dah plan something dgn my friends so I just proceed to the plan lah kan. Kitorang pegi ikea that time, makan meatball and jalan dekat the curve.

It was raining so kitorang balik lambat sikit. Lepas dah hang dekat dagang avenue and makan makan sikit, kitorang balik rumah. That time fadzli hantar balik then naik sampai atas sbb nk ambik duit and jumpe lah ibab. Die cakap mak dah pegi hospital. And I thought kak ila dah deliver lah.

Rupenye belum. Masa kitorang sampai, mak dgn mak kak ila tgh tunggu kak ila dalam bilik bersalin. baby lemas that time and kak ila terpaksa operated and tepat pukul 11 he was born. Syukur alhamdulillah semuanya selamat.

So fadzli balik dulu sbb nanti baba nya marah and I balik dgn mak sbb mak bwk motor sorang sorang kan. So lepas dah deliver, kitorang pun balik. Masa nk balik hujan lebat gile kesian dekat mak kena redah jugak and atas motor kitorang mengarut 2 org atas motor and nk bagi baby tu nama Muhammad Hujan sbb kitorang redah hujan utk die. haha. His real name is I'm not very sure but some kind like Muhammad Suffi Afiq Bin Mohd Hafiz kot. Will confirm it later :)

Now dah seminggu dah baby lahir. He was very healthy one and esok nk pegi tengok dia. Can't wait :DD

Selamat hari raya aidiladha peeps :)

CHEERS :)

Hye. It's been a while since my last entry. Nothing much to tell. As you guys know, I'm in semester break since 30 sept. Hee. Nothing much to do. Not like my others friends, semua membanting tulang mncari rezeki. We both ? Merayau mcm roh tk tenteram kata nyeee. Haha.

Tkde ape yg kite buat. Main badminton petang petang. Otherwise, mintak mak duit sikit, lepak dekat kedai makan. Haha. Ape nk jadi lah. Haih. But still, we enjoy this moment. Terfikir jugak kan. Nanti dah abis study, dah tkde masa mcm ni dah. Masing masing sibuk kerja. Betul tk ? So manfaat kan lah masa ni betul betul.

And one more thing, kitorang dah setahun and 3 bulan. How cool is that ? haha so cool okay :p

Farewell guys :)

I AM SO DOWN

I know he not really care about me. I know nobody did. I am so upset till I can't think properly. I don't know why. Maybe I near to my menses period. Don't know why and don't know how. This is not so good. Till sometime I think he might be got someone else behind me. I don't know. I don't know what to think. Everything's seem wrongs all the way. And I hate it. I do.

Sometimes I look at him and I feel like he's ignoring me. And it's make me so angry and somehow, we fight. Is that just me or it's really happen ?

I know and realise nobody is care about me. I know sometime people don't know me even we work or studying together. I am not so famous and nobody needs me. I sometime think who gonna attend my funeral ? It's so sad to see people just 'Hah, she's dead ? Innalillahiwainalillahirojiun.' And that's it. No tears for me. Not even a doa for me.

I have no confident to myself. I have no one beside me. I am so down.

MY 7300 DAYS ANNIVERSARY :D

Hahaha it's better to say 7300 than admit that I am 20 this year. Homaigodddd ! I am 20 guys :O Hahaha that's mean I am suppose to be mature than before. It's not I'm not matured enough, it's just maturer than before I guess. Haha die tknk mengaku jugak :D

So what I've did for today ? Not much but quite much I guess haha. 12 am last night I was received a text wish from ina, my bestf. And no one after that. And of course my baby. Tu tk pyh bagitau lah. Wajib kan :D So i go to sleep. I woke up late today. About 1 pm. The first thing I did is turning on my pc and I receive couple birthday wishes on facebook but not from any of my bestf except zaza. Zaa, thanks for that. I really appreciate that. Then about an hour I was staring to the monitor and I give up when still no wishes received from my bestf. Sedih gilaaaa :O

Right after I finished my bath I got a text message. I thought it was from fadzli, but it was not. It was from qila. Haha die wish my birthday and explained knape die lambat. Haha happy sekejap after that. Then lepas tu we went out without no direction. Seriously tktau nk pegi mane then fadzli took me to wangsa walk nk makan cake dekat secret recipe. Haha seriously first time aku tk suke gila makan cake cause I choose the terrible one --'

Nampak tk muka tk puas hati tuu :D

So after makan cake, he gave 2 choices utk pilih tempat pegi makan. The first one is fullhouse. And second one I don't know what happen he offered to brings me to Ikea Damansara sebab nk belanja sy makan meatball. Haha actually I really really want to get there but have no chance and today yes, he brings me there. Haha thanks darling. Yes it was my first time sampai sana after 20 years lahir di dunia. So what ? Haha sy bukan anak selangor that's why lahhh #noob Haha

The Curve #Yb Fadzli :D

So after that we take a walk at The Curve then we get home. Ehh bukan home. We proceed to Pavilion sebab Ijam kate nk belanja wayang so kitorang sambung crite Abduction yg kitorang dah tgk separuh kelmarin. Taylor lutner wooo my babyyy. Haha. So dalam movie I received a call from my baby fida. He sang me a birthday song and I felt to cry that time. Haha she was late cause she attend a competition and she win on that. Congratulation mok ! :DD

So after that kitorang pun balik rumah. It is true I don't get anything, but I just wanna tell you that I'm appreciate a memory from you guys to me. Thanks a lot for the wishes guys. And special thanks to Fadzli for being so tolerant with me on my special day. You such a good guy and I love you baby. I have never been celebrated like this before. Thanks to abah for the money. Even it was a couple bucks, but I do appreciate that. And thanks to mak for nasi goreng kampung. I am not from a rich family but I do appreciate a simple things. Even I got no wishes from my family except from ibab *tu pun on fb, but I know I have a happy family in my 20 years life.

Do I look like I'm 20 ? Not really kan ? :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABYY :*

Okay this post might be quite late. Referring to this entry's title, you all can see that on 10th of september are my baby's birthday. I'm so glad to get this chance for celebrated his anniversary with him again. Thanks to Allah. The day before yesterday, *friday, I was worry cause I don't have any plan to celebrate his big day. But with Allah permission, this birthday are the best birthday ever he had. I know he were so happy till he can't even shut his mouth for one second, even. Haha.


So today, I treated him what else, makan lah. Haha. Ingat nk belanja dekat hotel, ececehhh. Tengok muka die. Haha so I teringat die cakap 'Camane nk makan dekat open house ni yang ? Kenyang lah' Hahah sampai open house, diam diam die tambah 2 kali :DD


Hence, we proceed pegi open house rumah one of our collegemate, hee die tk jemput pun but kitorang dgn muka tebal datang jugak. Sini lah tempat kejadian die tambah 2 kali :DD


Next, rumah putra pulak. Open house jugak. Hee sini die makan roti jala jee. Haha comel je bbyboy saya nii :D


Next, open house dekat rumah one of Zaza's friend, Fatin. I've met her before. Sy pulak bantai mee rebus. Ahaha sedappp :D


And finally, kitorng pegi open house paling besar skali, One Utama :D Haha actually kitorang pegi sebab my baby nk bagi saya try meatbal kan. Sedih tk sy tk penah rasa haha wtv ! :DD Tapi oleh sebab perut jerit overloaddd haha so jalan jalan and minum minum aje lahh. Hee.

What a nice day we had today. What a nice 'kebetulan' we had there. Thanks to all my friends for today. And lupe nk cerita, masa nk pegi OU, mcm mcm happened. Kelakar gile. Ade yg almost accident, ade yg salah jalan. Haha it was dangerous but sweet moment as well. Thanks guys. I won't forget this moment. Wish this good relationship, will last till we die. And I hope kite masing masing will stick with each other during thick and thin will yaa ? :')

RAYA SAYA :)

Hari terakhir ramadhan.

Rasa sedih campur gembira tinggalkan KL utk sambut hari raya. Tapi masa packing baju nk balik kampung, sebak rasa sebab kena tinggal my kitty bum bum dekat KL sebab beliau bertolak lambat sikit dari saya. I don't know why tapi sumpah risau masa bertolak ke kampung. Hati terdetik kalau lah itu kali terakhir kite berjumpe, sebak dada rasa nk pecah tapi gagahkan juge apakan daya. Syukur alhamdulillah sampai ke kampung halaman, semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. And this is the last night of ramadhan. Kite semua tolong paksu utk jual lemang dan sgt lah meriah malam tu. What surprise me is, bukan kite golongan org islam je yg beli lemang, cina india semua tumpang sekaki. Katanya memang dorg tunggu aidilfitri tiap tiap tahun sebab nk makan lemang ni. Nk bakar susah kan. Bau asap jugak lah baju saya malam tuu. What a precious moment I got there :')

Hari pertama syawal.

Lepas berbuka di tepi jalan, even azan pun kitorang tk dengar, main tibai je waktu berbuka, tibalah hari yg di tunggu tunggu. Sedikit sebak di hati sebab org yg di sayang sayang berada beratus ratus kilometer jauh dari saya. Tapi gagahkan lah juga. Setahun sekali. Hee. Hari tu semua kebetulan pakai baju biru. Haha boria sakan :D

Syawal kedua.

Tema hari ni warna hitam pulak. Jauhnye kitorang berjalan. Dari seberang perai ke tembak, kedah. Lebih kurang 1 jam setengah duduk dalam kereta habis senget senget tudung. Haha. Bile sampai dekat rumah yg dituju, ya Allah sgt lah terkejut tengok rumah saudara yang masih lagi mengekalkan seni bina tradisional melayu. Jenuh buat photoshoot dekat sana. Lepas tu, kitorang proceed ke rumah sepupu saya. Lebih kurang sejam dalam kereta lagi menuju ke kuala kedah. Rumah ni btul btul tepi laut. Seram pulak kann :/

Syawal ketiga.

Alhamdulillah sempat lagi nk sambut syawal yg ketiga. Syawal yg ketiga kitorang beraya dekat perak. Tanah tumpah darah emak saya. Sana lah tempat die membesar, bermain, bak kata org tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang. Nothing special tapi lepas beraya, kitorang pegi makan yong tau foo dekat taiping. Terbaikkk :D

Syawal yg keempat.

Tk larat nk pakai baju kurung dah. Haha. Syawal keempat lah kami beraya sakan. Bukan beraya dekat rumah org biasa, tapi beraya dekat rumah salah satu legend tersohor kat Malaysia. Kitorang beraya dekat rumah Allahyarham P.Ramlee. Di rumah ni lah die dilahirkan. Tapi lagi satu rumah die, dekat dengan rumah saya, dekat genting klang. Nanti nk pegi sana pulak :')

Syawal ke lima.

Saya tk captured any picture sebab on that day saya kena jadi photographer sebab photographer kitorang kena berangkat balik awal ke KL. So, no picture was taken. Hee.

Syawal ke enam.

Syukur alhamdulillah dah sampai ke KL. And org pertama yg akan dicari mestilah kekasih hati ;) So pakai cantik cantik hari ni, keluar dengan sayang saya. Hari ni tgk hantu bonceng and kebetulan jumpe ijam and ikin so kitorang terus ajak die beraya sekali dekat rumah uli. Hee what a great day I had today. Lepas almost 5 days tk jumpe, sangat terasa rindu tuu. Hee. And I'm still missing you here, Mr F :D Ohh btw, hari ni genap hari ke 400 kami bersama. Kbye :D

I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU. I REALLY DO !

I am ego person. You know when someone got a big head, doing everything without thinking of others feeling. You know. Who sometimes being so annoying. That's me. I admit it. I am stupid sometime. I live with my ego. I put everything behind except my ego. How stupid I am ? I hurt my love one just to raise my ego. You know, sometimes I am truly upset with myself. Sometimes, I scream, I pinch you, it's all because I don't know how to be a better person.

I sit by myself. I was thinking. How ? I take my mother and my sister as an idol. I was try to be just like them. Full with patience. But I can't. Till today, you wanna leave me. I turn mad. I turn to be someone crazy. I felt to cry. But at same time, I felt angry, sad. You know. I walked alone. I don't know. I begging you not to leave me. You did. You're not leave me. You're still here. Be my side. Thanks for that. I am extremely happy for that.

Oh btw, I received a kad raya from my really really old friend. Haha kelaut english aku, Amerika ! Haha I got it for murni. Nanti I upload gambarnye kayy. I was wake up utk sahur. Then tibe tibe mak jerit, 'dik ade org hantar kad raya bawah pintu' I thought she was kidding. Tibe tibe keluar bilik btul btul ade lahh. Haha terharunyee.

For those yg nak bagi kad raya, silakan ehh. Jangan segan segan :D

NIGHT :')

I'm smiling by myself remember what happened last night. I was sneak out while everybody's sleeping, not on purpose. Haha. My baby. He was planned to playing futsal on midnight. But he has to tell his mom the game is 1 hour early than the real one because if he tell the truth, his mom will never let he going to the futsal game.

So I had no heart to let him alone outside and I don't want him waiting alone for 1 hour. I decided to be with him for 1 hour before the game start.

Haha and that's why I have to sneak out to be with him. Then when we start to make a move, rain fell down. It just sprinkle rain on the starting. But it getting hard when we get to semarak. Haha. Hujan selebat lebat nya and we just redah. Haha it was funny and that time he ask me 'ape kite buat ni yang ?' Hahah it was so cold you know. Then we stop at petronas ampang. We sit and think what to eat. But I'm still full and he suggest 'kite sahur sekali lah yang' haha. Then dia belanja ayam goreng mcD woo. Haha it was happy night we laugh, we chatting, I'm going to miss it. Then rain has stop and we decide to go to sport planet.

We got there and we saw nobody's there. Actually, I told him 'maybe takde game malam ni sebab hujan kan' but he said 'kite pegi tengoklah dulu'. And I was thinking dah alang alang kan. So about 45 minutes we've been waiting, still nobody's there. So hujan konon konon dah berhenti. So we start to get back home. Haha. After 5 minutes dah jalan, hujan balik. Haha.

And we screaming on the road sebab dah freezing gila kott ! Haha we're shaking tapi lagi kesian dekat die sebab dah basah lencun gila dekat depan tu. And finally we arrived at home safely. Alhamdulillah. It was a sweet memory of us. But too bad no picture was taken sebab we both tk bawak phone. Haha. And balik rumah, kitorang gaduh. Haha silly !

I AM STRONG PERSON. HMM AM I ?

Yesterday was a good day. Full with colors. I am happy person on yesterday. Full with laughs, jokes. Everything was fun. I met a lot of people in many kind. I was imagine. How if my parents was them ? Is that fair ? They love me till this day. Then one day, I send both of them to a place to take my responsible. Is that fair ? For them ? I am suppose to love them till the end, am I right ? So where's their children ? How could they leave all this people down there ? I don't know. I hope, I pray to Allah, don't pull me among of them. My parents deserve my love for ever. They need me.

A day before yesterday. It was a good day on the starting. I was with my love. My only one. Doing shopping together, break fast together. As usual, we laugh, ignore what people going to say about us. We just happy. And I am the happiest person on that time. But something happen. We start to fight. We curse each other. No more laugh on that time. We turn to other person. No more love. We just hate each other. We show it on words. Until one moment, he decided, to LEAVE me. I don't deserve it. I know. I was begging, I was crying. He said, he's not sure there's a love left for me ? Ohh that was stupid. I am loving him for anything happen. I hated him on that time. What kind of man you are ? Leaving me because of my weaknesses ? I tell you what ? You better don't.

So today, everything's back to normal. We're back in love again. That's the way this love playing with you. It hurt so bad sometime. But it give you rewards for everthings you've through. Trust me. Never lose hope :)

Happy 1 year and 1 month anniversary fadzli :')

MAAFKAN SAYA

Maafkan saya. Saya kurang ajar. Saya tk hormatkan awk. Saya hina awak.
Maafkan saya. Datang rumah awak lewat malam. Sedangkan, tk sikit pun awk nk tengok muka saya lagi. Dayuslah awk kalau kite bersama sekali lagi.
Maafkan saya. Tk dapat turut permintaan awk. Kecewakan awk.
Maafkan saya. Say tk secantik bekas girlf awk. Tk se hot kawan kawan awk.
Maafkan saya. Saya cuma perempuan hina. Assalamualaikum.

RAMADHAN DATANG LAGI.

I am truly happy today. Esok nk puasa dah. Alhamdulillah Allah bagi lagi kesempatan nk menyambut bulan yg mulia ni. Dengan org tersayang pulak tuu. Hehe. Syukur alhamdulillah. And this year, kali kedua aku berpuasa dengan Muhammad Nur Fadzli Bin Mohd Ali and kali kedua sambut puasa as PTPL student. Hee. Alhamdulillah.

And one more thing, sy dah setahun lima belas hari dengan boyfriend sy. Haha tapi sumpah slalu gaduh jugak weiii. Haha tp I can deal with anything with you. Gaduh tk gaduh, sayang tetap sayang. Picture will upload soon okay. See yaa. Selamat menyambut ramadhan al mubarak. And selamat hari raya aidilfitri *wish awal awal sebab malas nk update blog nanti :/

I LOVE YOU MUHAMMAD NUR FADZLI. That's all. bye ;)

ROLLING IN THE DEEP :)

LOL I love this song actually. Ohh no, it's not what I going to write. Seems everything look not right here and there. I don't know if I've did something wrong. Ohh sure I did. But I'm wondering does he love me ? Like he used to be ? Trully I hope so. I can't afford to hear 'no' from him. I don't know. It going to be a year few days more. I'm clueless. I don't know what to do. I just hope he'd love me more than I do love him.

I don't know it's just my feeling or it's happen but I think he's changed. A lot. I don't know. But that's keep playing in my head. He blamed me for whatever happened. I don't know. I'm stuck. Is that all my faults ? Come on. I need you to tell me. I know you will leave me soon. But I can't let it happen. Because I love you and I don't know what to do without you. God, I need Your help :'(

WOOOWWW ! I JUST LOVE MY LIFE :D

Thank god. For all of this. I got everything I need now. I got my family, my sweetheart, and my friends around me. Everything just completed ! Alhamdulillah :')

Know what ? I read all my post last week. I saw many like 'heartbroken' post and I like 'What the hell is this ? Where are the happy part ? I don't have one ? Haha of course I have. But like I said to my baby, I don't know what to write when I'm in the happy mood, you know. When I'm down, I'm so upset of something, I write to express all the sadness. When I found myself in the very happy mood, I have nothing to say because I am so happy.

So today, I am so happy and I'm writing to tell the world that I have happy life with people around me. I thank to Allah to have a very happy life which full with laugh and I am so happy.

And guess what, today is 348th days Muhammad nur fadzli and I have been together and I am super happy for that.

I would like to thank to my friends for always be with me through my thick and thin and thanks to you, my <3 who always cheer me up and being so patience with me. Thanks to my family too for all of this. Thank you :)

I'M COUNTING TO SOMETHING :*

Yeah. I'm counting to something. Okay it's not something. It is our anniversary. We celebrated our 11th month anniversary last 16th. I'm actually don't know how many days has we been together because I'm too sleepy to count it. Heee but whatever it is next 16th of july me and my lovely, handsome, sweetie boyfriend will be celebrating our 1st year anniversay and I'm really really can't wait for it !! Yeaahhh I am :DD

And yeah, yesterday I met my babies Fida and Ghah and doing not the same thing but quite different things as 3 of us was really running out of money and we totally have no direction hahaha but yes, we still has lot of fun together. I will miss that part :')

11 Jun 2011

Eleventh jun two thousand twelve. I'm still counting to our 1st year anniversary and obviously I can't wait for it. So today is saturday. And hari nii along tunang dengan pilihan hatinye, kak palena. Hee. Congratulation and I am so jealous to see them and I can't wait for our turn. Haha.

10 Jun 2011

Hye I know I've been missing for few days. So many things happen around and I have nothing to tell beside the worst part of my life I've through past few weeks. I hope everything will be just fine after this InsyaAllah.

I know we love each other but sometime and somehow we can't afford to through the fights and we decided to make end this relationship and I know I can't afford to live without you. I am a loyal person and I give everything I had not for the person who will leave me for my weaknesses. I give my everything to a man who will never give up to change me to a better person. And I pray to Allah that you will be the man who the right person who will guide me and won't walk away from me. InsyaAllah.

I don't care people hate me because nothing is more important than you beside me. I respect person and hoping she/he will to the same thing towards me. I am a straight person. I make rules for myself and I hope whole world will follow my rules which I know that are so nonsense. You slowly try to show me that I'm not right all the time and I'm learning the new rules from you.

I'm expecting from everybody to respect you the way they did to me and others. I can't stand to see people be rude to you even anybody because I love you so much and I don't even care a whole world could hate me. I don't give a damn ! :DD

330 days :')